Starting college or moving out on your own can feel like stepping into an entirely new chapter of life. You’re navigating independence, new responsibilities, and all the unknowns of adulthood. But what happens if right as you’re beginning your own life, your parents’ marriage is ending? It's challenging at any age when your parents divorce, but it can feel deeply complicated when you are an emerging adult trying to make sense of it all.
For many young adults, a parent’s divorce during the college years, or just after moving out, creates a unique kind of upheaval. While you’re navigating your own transition, your parents are also navigating their own. Suddenly, the family structure you’ve always known is changing, and you may feel torn between focusing on your own growth and tending to the pain of those you love. Being put in this position as a young adult can stir up a number of issues, such as role-conflicts, identity struggles, and sometimes even direct ‘choice conflicts’. As a therapist who works with adult children of divorce, I want to reassure you: this experience is not only common, but also survivable.
Moving out or moving on often comes with a mixed bag of emotions; perhaps excitement about independence, fear of the unknown, or sadness over leaving what’s familiar. When your parents divorce during this same season, those feelings can intensify. It may feel like the safety net you thought you had has disappeared just as you were getting started.
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From a Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) perspective, these worries often show up as maladaptive thought patterns:
These thoughts are understandable, but they’re not necessarily helpful or true. One of the first steps is learning to catch them, challenge them, and gently reframe them:
This doesn’t erase the pain, but it helps you untangle guilt from reality.
Many adult children of divorce describe feeling trapped in what I call a “choice conflict”. This happens when it feels like you have to pick between one parent or the other; or between your parents’ needs and your own. Choice conflicts could sound like:
These conflicts are deeply painful, because no matter what you choose, it feels like you’re letting someone down. The truth is, though, that you always have another option: to choose yourself. “Choosing yourself” doesn’t mean turning your back on your parents. It means recognizing that you also have needs, feelings, and dreams that matter and refusing to lose yourself in the chaos.
One of the core ideas in person-centered therapy is that every feeling you have is valid. You don’t have to filter your emotions through what you think you “should” feel.
You may feel sad one moment and relieved the next. You may feel angry at one parent and protective of the other. You may even feel grateful for new opportunities the divorce brings, like a closer bond with a sibling or space away from unhealthy dynamics. For example, instead of asking, “Is it okay that I feel this way?” try asking, “What is this feeling trying to tell me?”. Some ways to practice emotional permission include:
Remember: you are allowed to feel without rushing to fix.
Emotions can be overwhelming, and grounding yourself with practical steps can help you stay steady. In addition to basic mindfulness and grounding exercises, try practicing these strategies:
choosing yourself is not selfish
One of the biggest fears my clients carry is that choosing themselves means they’re selfish or abandoning their family. I want you to hear this clearly: choosing yourself is not selfish. In fact, it’s often the healthiest thing you can do. When you attend to your own mental, emotional, and physical needs, you have more clarity, resilience, and compassion to bring to your relationships, including with your parents. It’s like a paradox: the more you protect your energy, the more authentic and sustainable your care for others becomes.
you’re allowed to build something new
Divorce changes families, but it doesn’t erase them. You still belong. And at the same time, you are allowed to build a life that is fully your own. That may mean creating new traditions, redefining “home,” or embracing independence in ways your parents might not always understand. It may mean grieving what’s lost while also celebrating what you’re gaining: freedom, resilience, and the power to write your own story. And when you feel caught in the tug-of-war of other people’s expectations, remember this: if you find yourself in a choice conflict, choose yourself.
At Lifeologie Counseling Dallas, I specialize in helping adult children of divorce and clients with chaotic family backgrounds make healthy life choices and heal from the past. Reach out and book a session with me today at (214) 357-4001!