I write this blog as a therapist. A parenting specialist. A mom of elementary-aged school kids. I write this blog following the Uvalde shooting in Texas.
I write this blog after turning off the news before my kids come in. Turning off my podcasts before the kids get up… so they don’t hear it before school starts this morning.
I write this with a lump in my throat, a knot in my stomach, tears in my eyes I won’t allow to fall. If I let one go… there would be too many.
As a mom, I’m dreading the moment that my kids finally grasp what has been horrifying parents, educators and the community at-large for the last several years. When I imagine the moment my kids come to me, asking why someone comes to a school to shoot children… I imagine myself freezing up. Fumbling. Showing my kids my own anxiety.
However, when I put on my therapist hat, things become a little clearer.
When I’m the therapist, it’s not about me. It’s about helping kids feel safe and strong, wherever they are.
And really, when I coach parents, the fundamental rule is this: parenting is not about you, either. You can process your worries with your brother, your best friend, your spouse, or even your own therapist. Try to meet your emotional needs away from your children.
Your little darling children, when they ask “why does someone want to hurt children?” – they need to hear from trusted adults that they are safe. They are SAFE. Children are built to take cues from the adults around them. Emotional cues, stress cues… “how should I respond to the world” cues.
In these moments, it is critical that you put your fears aside, take a deep breath, and give them some hope. Give them confidence in the adults around them.
My friends, I know this is much easier said than done. My advice to you is this:
Don’t forget to take your own deep breath. If it does come up before you’ve decided what you’ll say, it’s okay to say, “you know what, let me think about that and we can talk about it after dinner.” Kids understand that sometimes they have to wait for responses, and that’s really okay. The key to this is – if you say you’ll talk about it later, you really need to talk about it later.
Those little pumpkins look to you for security and prompts on how to interpret the world around them. In unsettling times, the best thing we can do is remind them how many people care deeply about them and would do anything to protect them.
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